Thank you for this, Sandy. So appreciative! I will be praying over this.
I am in quite a time of what I would call "uncertainty" (in the natural because in the spiritual I know I am always certain in the Lord!)
Speaking of "choices" - My husband's job is coming to an end and he is in the process of interviewing. Before he was told his job would end, he thought he might be one of the few offered relocation to a different state. This did not happen. He was told he would be laid off. We had been praying for God's direction so we felt the Lord still had work for us here. I do love my job here as well and I feel such a partnership with the Lord serving the children with special needs at my school. We also have a child still in high school so felt it was good that he could finish at his same school. Well, now because the three who were offered relocation (to Colorado) turned it down, his former boss called him this week and asked if he would consider moving. My husband told him that we had already made the decision to stay based one their first decision of not offering him relocation. His boss was very understanding. This of course came as a surprise to me because I felt the Lord's message had been clear that He wanted us to stay here. Rather than stay in a position of confusion, I asked the Lord last night that if we are suppose to move, He will now have to do it since my husband has decided to job hunt here locally.
There has also been uncertainty about my mom who has been having severe memory lapses. I was able to talk with my dad when I flew home in Sept. but not much has been said about it since. My aunt recently called and said she thought my mom has been sounding much better lately and perhaps it is not what we originally thought. However, shortly after that conversation I had a dream that seemed to confirm an earlier dream the Lord gave me that my mom indeed has something going on with her memory.
Anyway - that was a long way of getting to the "sure" part of your word here. I've been in much prayer to the Lord that I am not sure where He wants me to be going. But I am sure that I need to stay in His presence and spend as much time in the secret place as possible. I felt my recent dream told me He is preparing me for a leap of faith of some type. Truthfully, the only thing I know to "do" right now is to look up and stay close to Him.